RAINY TRENCHED NUMBNESS P.M NIGHT AT THE PEDESTRIAN ISOLATED PATH OF RIVER BRIDGE- NED ISOLATION- WORRIES HAUNTING ME

YESTERDAY NIGHT A POLICE MAN IN RAINCOAT ASKED ME, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?

IT WAS RAININING HEAVILY. IWAS SITTING IN BRIDGE PEDESTRIAN PATH.THE TIME IS NIGHT AROUND EIGHT P.M

I WAS SITTING IN THE PEDESTRIAN WALK OF THE LOCAL RIVER BRIDGE, VERY ISOLATED PLACE, WITH MY PANTS AND UNDER PANTS DRENCHED, DUE TO WATER IN THE PATH.

OFCOURSE I WAS HOLDING AN UMBRELLA OVER MY HEAD. THE POLICE MAN UNDER SUSPICION ENQUIRED ME.

ORDINARY PEOPLE USED TO TEASE ME. TO VERIFY THAT , I SKED THAT RAIN COAT PERSON WHO ARE YOU SIR, MAY I KNOW IT FIRST

IN INDIA LOT OF PERSONS ACTING REPEAT ACTING AS POLICE CHEATING PEOPLE. THESE TYPE OF POLICE DONNED NEWS ONE CAN SEE IN NEWS PAPER EASILY.

WHEN THE MAN SAID "POLICE" I IMMEDIATELY RESPONDED. I STOOD UP AND POLITELY ASKED HIM SIR. IS IT WRONG TO SIT HERE SIR.

HE REPLIED. I AM SEEING HERE IN THE BRIDGE OFTEN. EVEN AT 5 PM I SAW YOU HERE. I WANT AN EXPLANATION. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?

I SAID MY FATHER IS FEEDING ME AT THIS AGE. I AM IN NOT GOOD TERMS WITH MY FATHER. HE USED TO COME IN THE EVENING, I DON'T WANT TO CONFRONT HIM.
HE IS GIVING MENTAL TORTURE TO THE CORE.. HE IS PSYCHE.

IN ORDER TO AVOID HIM WHILE HE IS IN THE HOUSE, I RUN OUT. THAT IS WHY I AM HERE.

I DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS HERE. THERE IS OF NOBODY OF TO WHOM I CAN TALK.
MY PLANE OF THINKING IS DIFFERENT FROM THE PEOPLE HERE AROUND.

I AM INTROVERT. I DON'T LIKE IDLE PEP TALK. HERE I AM SITTING AND BROODING OVER THINGS.

TWO ANSWERS ARE POSSIBLE.

ONE I HAVE TO BE MAD TO BEHAVE LIKE THIS
OR

I HAVE TO BE UNIQUE.

SWAMI VIVEKANANDA WHILE HE CAME TO CAPE COMERIN SOUTHERN TIP OF INDIA WHERE THREE SEAS MEET,

HE WANTED TO STAY AWAY FROM PEOPLE, HE SWIM TO DISTANT ROCK(LIKE I STAYED IN THE BRIDGE WHILE THE RAIN IS POURING HEAVILY) AND MEDITATED THERE.

I AM INTOLERANT TO MY FATHER, HE IS ALWAYS PECKING ME AND DISTURBING MY THOUGHTS. I WANT ISOLATION. THAT IS WHY TO AVOID MY PARENTS INTERFERENCE I AM COMING TO THE ISOLATED PLACE, WHERE I WAS ENQUIRED BY HONEST POLICEMAN.

HE ASKED MY ADDRESS, AND NAME ASKED ME TO UNFOLD THE UMBRELLA TO KEEP THE RAIN AWAY AND LEFT THAT PLACE.

I WENT HOME AFTER TWO HOURS AT 10 P.M, HALF DRENCHED, AND SHIVERING
TO THE BONE AND NUMBNESS IN MY HANDS.

I CAN SEE THE GLITTERING SMILE AND PSYCHE PLEASURE IN MY FATHER'S LOOK. HE GIGGLED WITH MY MOTHER LOOKING AT T.V



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