spoiled by my father in my childhood- pure negligence of my parents

FATHER PUTS ME IN SCHOOL WHILE I AM ONLY THREE YEARS OLD IN FIRST STANDARD.THERE MY CLASSMATES ARE AROUND FIVE AND BIG. I WAS THRASHED BY MY CLASSMATES SINCE I WAS YOUNG, TWO YEARS JUNIOR TO THEM.
SO I WAS TIMID AND SUBMISSIVE.

MY FATHER PUTS ME IN A WORST SCHOOL. EVEN IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL, MOST OF MY CLASSMATES LATER STOPPED STUDIES, AND TURNED INTO BUSINESS.

THE SCHOOL WAS OF TAMIL MEDIUM. I LEARNED ENGLISH ALPHABETS WHILE I JOINED IN SIXTH STANDARD ONLY.

MY FATHER NEVER CARED FOR ME WHILE IN MY CHILDHOOD OR WHILE IN MY ADULTHOOD. NOW AT THE AGE OF 50YEARS(MY AGE) MY FATHER IS OLD AND WANTS TO SIT ON MY BACK, AND LEAD THE LIFE COMFORTABLY.NOW HE FINDS ME USEFUL, AFTER SPOILED MY LIFE FOR 47 YEARS.

NOW HE FOUND MY VALUE, AND ON THE CONTEXT OF MY FATHER HE IS EXPLOITING ME TO FULL.

SEPARATION FROM FAMILY. I HAVE NEVER SEEN MY WIFE OR MY DAUGHTER. NO MONEY. NO PROPER DRESS. NO ENTERTAINMENT. NO T.V. NO NEWS PAPERS.

HE ANALYSE MY THOUGHTS AND WHERE MY PASSION OR LIKENESS OR MY LOVE IS BEATING, HE WILL PULL THAT VEIN. SO OFTEN I HAVE TO CHANGE MY PASSIONS, SINCE HE IS EXPLOITING MY PASSION TO THE FULL

HE EXPLOITED MY PASSION THAT IS ALL, AND NEVER DID ANYTHING. IN THE PAST THREE TO FOUR YEARS HIS CONTRIBUTION IS JUST FOUR LUNGIES(SOUTH INDIAN UNDER CLOTH - JUST LIKE IN INDONESIA)

I NEVER WENT OUT OF THIS WRETCHED PLACE CAUSE WANT OF MONEY.
EVEN TO WRITE THIS I HAVE TO SACRIFICE MY BREAKFAST MONEY, EATEN ONLY FEW OLD BISCUITS AND SIX MONTH OLD FRIED GROUNDNUTS.

HE PUTS ME IN THE WORST SCHOOL OF THE LOCALITY, IN TAMIL MEDIUM, IN WORST BACKGROUND WITH WORST STUDENTS.

MY FATHER'S MOTHER A VILLAGE WOMAN PUT MY FATHER IN GOOD ENGLISH MEDIUM SCHOOL IN PALAYAMKOTTAI IN HOSTEL.
THERE ARE ABOUT ELEVEN CHILDREN FOR MY GRANDMA INCLUDING MY FATHER.

ALL ELEVEN CHILDREN ARE EDUCATED WELL IN OXFORD OF SOUTH IN PALAYAM KOTTAI. EVEN GIRL MEMBERS ARE PUT IN GOOD CONVENTS BY MY GRANDMA.

THERE IS NOT A GOOD FOUNDATION FOR ME. TILL NOW MY HAND WRITING IS WORST OF A KIND AND HENCE I LOST EXAM MARKS.

HE NEVER SAT BY THE SIDE OF ME WHILE I AM YOUNG OR TAUGHT ANYTHING WHILE I AM YOUTH. HE IS HIGHLY EDUCATED AND WAS GOVERNMENT OFFICER THEN.

HE WANTS TO MAKE EASY MONEY AND WENT TO CARDS CLUB DAILY AND CAME LATE DAILY.

I HAVE NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO LOOK AT MY FATHER'S FACE WHILE I AM YOUNG.

HE PLAYED CARDS CAME LATE, SLEPT IN DAY TIME(GOVT JOB).
AT TIMES HE USED TO BRING FRIENDS AND PLAYED CARDS IN THE HOUSE ITSELF.
THEY DRANK ALCOHOL IN THE HOUSE, WHICH I TASTED WITHOUT THEIR KNOWLEDGE.
THEY SMOKED HEAVILY. THE ROOM FULL OF CIGARETTE BUDS, AND I USED THE USED CIGARETTE BUDS.

THEY VOMITED AND SPOILED THE HOUSE AND LET MY MOTHER TO CLEAN THE MESS

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